QUOTE OF THE MONTH

"You are extraordinary!"
-A doting mother to her individualist son

TODAY IN HISTORY

Today, my friends is the day when the Moon is the closest to Earth. 14 % bigger and 30% brighter. Should be a sight for all Lunatics!!!! A day to rejoice and enjoy the delights of the Supermoon.

But ironically, today is also the saddest day of my life. A total disaster in twenty-five crazy years on this planet. I am feeling so disapointed and angry and depressed and confounded all at the same time. Simply makes me feel as I just do not deserve to exist.

Whatever I had loved and desired is all gone. Puff! In a moment. Never to come back. I do not know how I am going to cope with it though I will have to somehow.

I hate myself and I hate u all.

I WILL FLY AWAY

One day I'll fly away


Leave all this to yesterday

What more could your love do for me

When will love be through with me

Why live life from dream to dream

And dread the day when dreaming ends.

- Nicole Kidman

RISE AND SHINE

Put all your sorrows away.

Rise and shine.

It is a beautiful day.

For today you are mine.

QUOTE OF THE MONTH

“If a person is distressed and miserable and wishes to be left alone then…you bloody well leave him alone”

-Nikita Hempton

THE INSANITY OF MARALD GRUMPUS

Marald Grumpus
Neither grumpy nor was he pompous.
Had an IQ of one sixty three
And a really good memory.
His amazing skill of recollection
Was attributed to his odd tradition
Of putting things away in orderly fashion
In little boxes in his brain’s faction.
In order to secure from telepathic minds,
He locked it so that no one could find
What was hidden in utmost secrecy.
Unfortunately, he lost the key.

HAPPY TO BE SAD

Watch me stare at my computer screen. I have my Facebook page open, also Twitter and my personal Gmail too. I refresh the pages after every ten minutes, hoping to receive an IM, tweet or a short mail from her.

Watch how every time my phone vibrates my heart vibrates too anticipating an SMS from her or even a missed call by mistake.

Watch how I stare longingly at the full moon assuming she might be doing the same and missing me just as much.

I have been doing this since the last many days but to no avail.

Finally, before I could lose all hope, my phone rang. There!! Even though I had deleted her name from my contact list, I still remembered her number. It’s strange how you can easily delete someone special from memory but never from your heart!

Watch now how a sly smile spreads across my face as my heart starts beating faster.

But then, I compose myself and disconnect the call. I have grown so accustomed to this sadness and solitude that I do not wish to be happy again.

SECRETS

Sinister plans are being made
In the mind of the genius.
Cannot be revealed to you.
And therein lies the potency.

MOONLIGHT

Dashing smile across the night sky.

Mystical Mysterious Magical.

Seducing you in your dreams.

Controlling all matters mental.

Ruler of all lonely hearts.

Playing games of hide and seek.

Fooling people of emotions.

Such as we may bespeak.

Do not fall prey to the divine light.

What may seem a surreal reality.

It’s not exactly what it seems.

It’s all dark in actuality.

YOUR EYES

They project what is so good about this world.

A luminous display of your sweet soul.

I used to see the best of me in them.

Capturing innocence and love in whole.

I may have hurt you in many ways.

I have at times made you cry.

I know I do not deserve you.

How much ever hard I try.

Today I see that shimmer back again

In your pretty eyes, albeit not for me.

(Though it gives me severe heartburn)

I still am indeed glad and pray

That you remain forever happy.

similar: IN YOUR EYES

HIGH ON LIFE

"Happiness is a warm gun.

Bang Bang Shoot Shoot."

-Beatles

The best part of being Bipolar is the high you experience. After a period of sullen depression, the mania when it arrives is EUPHORIC. Like the red cherry topping on the cake. You feel as if nothing can ever go wrong.

The whole Universe becomes your playground and your mind is firmly in control of all around you. You can bend things to your liking, make them disappear, slide down from one end to another and keep going on and on and on! You can be whatever you always wished to be, do whatever you always wanted to do. There is no stopping you. No rules. No limits.

It’s like a drug that seeps into your blood pumping your pulsating heart with fresh renewed energy. Making you feel younger lighter happier. You get in a lift and press the top button and you soar up UP UP and away.

It’s like listening to 'Us and them' on weed. Except, there is no weed...your mind is the scene of the crime!!

Life gets so effing wonderful that you will die of happiness! Who in his sane mind would let go?!!

A piece of advice for people who are feeling low: Be brave. Stab yourselves with a long twisted Knife. There is really NO hope for you.

QUOTE OF THE MONTH

I refuse to let what happened to me make me bitter.
-Nic 

 

LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL WITHOUT YOU

Without you,

Life is beautiful.

It’s like a dream come true.

Without you,

Life is just wonderful...

…Seriously, who am I kidding!

depression leads to loneliness



loneliness leads to depression






damn...its a viscous cycle!!!

HU KAUN CHE

Origami expert.

Child molesting pervert.

Bossaball player.

Dragon slayer.

Three-headed beast.

None of these.

QUIT NEVER

Many twists and turns.

Life won’t ever be the same.

But only after breakpoint

Are you set for game.

We have to soldier on

And never quit lane.

Only then will we

Ever achieve our aim.

With difficult choices

We may falter again.

But keep your head high

And forego all pain.

Soon the clouds will clear by

And so will the cold rain.

The sun will cast a rainbow.

Life won’t ever be selfsame.

DISORIENTATION

Tommy: Women are always looking for Mr. Right, but no man seems to be looking for his perfect partner. Tell me why?
Anita: Because when I went to the store, the sale was already over. Everything was sold! :-( :-(
Tommy: Yes, there is NO Ms. Right!
Anita: Yeah, and now I feel so full because I just ate three scrambled eggs with Labneh cheese and I am gonna barf…
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Look around.
See the sounds.
Hear the colours swishing by.
You stand on no steady ground.
The world is moving round and round and round.

Feel the power of the mind.
You exist of the tumultuous kind.
Some day you will just die
Do I still have to remind?
Your fate will always be maligned.

WRATH OF THE CURSE

An arrow once released can’t be drawn back

And will find its fatal prey.

Words of hatred spewed in anger,

Also will react the same way.

Doomed forever are the unfortunate few

Whose lonely souls are cursed.

A wily serpent on their trail.

Can you really undo once cussed?

A curse seeks mighty solace,

In the misery of the human mind.

And will torment you to death.

Kill you before your time.

THE GREATEST WOMAN OF ALL

Silly you!
Slap yourself before I do!
Of course, she isn’t 10 feet tall.

She is my sparkling diamond.
Sunshine that beams the dark land.
She is my Greatest Woman of All!

I seek to kiss the soles of her feet.
‘Cause she loves me in a way so sweet;
Unconditionally. I remain: thralled.

Watch her smile, will you!
A spry jolt of lightening out of the blue.
Magic Vanish for your sorrows all.

Wherever she goes, there is
An aura of tranquil bliss.
Spearing the shadows of our mind’s wall.

She speaks the language of Love.
Forgives me each time somehow.
She is the Greatest Woman of All!

DIE MUTHRFUCKR DIE

When I said I was happy I was just lying.
Each morning I wake up and find myself dying.


I tried to cut my wrists but the knife was too blunt.
I tried to hang myself but the tree branch broke.
I tried consuming poison, but I only got high.
I tried to light myself on fire but I couldn’t find a match.
I jumped of a high raiser only to fall in a swimming pool.
I lay on the railway tracks, but the motormen went on strike.


 I am nothing but a loser.
And now I want to die because am not good even at killing myself.